April 2012
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Donut
I’m really in the mood for a donut even though its only 8:30am.
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New Varsity Friends
I’m loving my new varsity friends. I really am.
I went out with them (well two of my guy friends - who’s other friends were there) on Thursday night. It was so nice going out with a different group of people (probably because I have been going out with the same people for the last two years). And being the only girl amongst them (besides my friend’s girlfriend who arrived about...
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Satisfaction
So I’m sitting at my computer, drinking a beer and watching the 6th episode of Skins season 3 (Naomi’s episode).
I realise how pointless and lifeless I’m feeling right now. In two hours, I am going out with my friends (who I recently met and who have no idea that I am gay) to a club. I’m tired of hiding it. Of being the girl who doesn’t get with guys (or who DOES but...
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“Horses lend us the wings we lack.”
– Anon
I can’t WAIT to start jumping my boy again…
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A weekend filled with Trance
So this weekend, I went to my first trance party.
All I can say is WOW. It was a hell of a lot of fun. Not what I expected. People were high on Acid, MDMA, shrooms, weed, coke and more the entire weekend.
And I was introduced to this new thing “Poppers”. Gives you a 2min high when you breathe it in. Amazing stuff - AND South Africa is one of the few places it’s legal to sell...
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Forever Alone
This week has been quite hellish and I’m only half way through it. the only ray of sunshine I have is that I am going away for the weekend and will be surrounded by drugs, alcohol and loud music. It will be such a nice escape.
I am going to be Forever Alone. All of my friends are finding people. Guys are getting new girlfriends or arriving at chemistry lectures with hickeys on their necks...
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Anonymous asked: I will not tell you .. just watch. You will not regret, for sure (: It's just a little hard to find, I guess, but still .. worth it.
Anonymous asked: have you ever watched south of nowhere ?
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“Everyone has a dragon. Some people have more than one. They sleep some, but not...”
– Heather Hogan (an editor for AfterEllen).
This quote is one of the most amazing things I’ve read. The rest of it, describing how Naomi Campbell slayed her fucking dragon, is gut renching and can make one feel that anything can be done.
http://www.afterellen.com/TV/skins/recaps/4/8?page=0,7
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You must be around here somewhere....
I really just have to ask this… WHERE are all the lesbians at UCT? You guys MUST be hiding around there somewhere :( invite me to play too please??? :)
+ Lesbians =
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Skins
A gif of “Naomily” came onto my dash just now…which then persuaded me to look at their tag for a few minutes….which has become nearly an hour.
I really do miss those two. I watched Season 3 and 4 last year, when I was going through a rough patch, trying to decide if I was bi, straight, gay, etc etc and I didn’t really have anyone to turn to. Watching them made...
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Tonight's the night!
Ahhhh tonight I FINALLY get to see the Hunger Games.
8:15pm will be my happy moment of the week :D
SOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!
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I'm that 1% (well actually not yet...) :(
I was reading my varsity’s newspaper today and they had an interesting double feature about the university’s statistics.
Along with the ‘7000 cars on campus daily’ and ‘percentage of alcohol use’ and ‘salaries earned by the top people at the varsity’ etc etc, there was also an ‘ever had sex?’ section.
Among all of the usual statistics,...
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I had a dream last night
Last night, I had a dream. It was rather odd indeed.
I had a big bunch of people over at my house but then I went into the garage and phoned my cousin (who’s about 30-something). I told her I had to tell her osmething and after much deliberating, I told her I was gay. I can’t remember her reaction but I think she began to ask me tons of questions about completely unrelated stuff.
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Sickness, flea bites and already behind on my...
So I’ve been sick since Saturday. Not hectically sick but enough of the sore-throat, throbbing-headache, constant-runny-nose, snot-filled-brain type of sickness that I feel gross. Arrrgg I just want it to go away!
To make things worse, I let one of my dogs lie on my bed yesterday while I was doing work. Woke up this morning covered in flea bites. Why, oh WHY are my dogs so cute and fluffy...
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My Moment of Epiphany
Literally two minutes ago, I realised why I haven’t come out to most of my friends and my family and to the public in general.
I enjoy the attention I get from guys. Not that it attracts me in any way but being wanted is a nice feeling. The little flirty remarks, sex jokes, the look. It’s entertaining and makes me feel like thereareactually people in this world who want me.
I fear...
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Eggs, gymlessness, rain and the return of a Book
So with Easter around the corner, I have been binge eating easter eggs. We have these marshmallow egg things here which come in big boxes. And I’ve probably eaten about half a box. Which is not healthy!!!
And to make it worse - I haven’t been to the gym in ages so all that work I have put in over the last few weeks is quickly turning to mush. Damn public holidays!!!
One thing that...
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I need new friends - any takers?
Ah this week has been very annoying. And my friends are pissing me off so much. First situation: We went to the park in town for a picnic the other day. It was a big group and so I didn’t mind when my friend invited her friend (a girl who outed me to several people at the beginning of this year and who I have ignored and avoided completely since) because I didn’t care whether...
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The perception of skinny
So the media is making such a big thing about Jennifer Lawrence portraying a starving girl and her not being skinny or under-nourished enough. Most people have been calling her ‘big-boned’ or claiming she still has ‘baby fat’.
Just because she isn’t trying to become a twig and lose every possible gram of fat on her body, people can’t accept her as having a...
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The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo and the Hunger...
So these past few weeks have been filled with those afore mentioned books and (soon to be for the Hunger Games) movies.
I finally finished “The Girl who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest” a few days ago, after taking months to read it because I didn’t have any time to read. I really enjoyed the series, considering how much I hated it when I read the first 100 pages of the first...
